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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

hi guys!!

harlow harlow..
pls update pls update.
i've changed my blog le..
heh heh heh!
but still under construction
and ammendments..
hope u guys dun mind..
and pls support my tag-board
regularly.. thanx thanx..
flood it as u like.. haha!

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Posted at 02:49 am by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Sunday, May 15, 2005

goood over evvil.....

wahahaha!
i'm back once again..
juz finish vaccuming the whole house
and change my bed sheets and quilt..

ok~ friday was at home whole day..
except that morning went to play badminton
at clementi sportshall with chewhong n
one of his fren from 12-2pm..
bought chicken rice back home to eat..
then ate snacks right away then took a nap le.
wahaha! shiok! slpt till evening wake up go cut hair..
then headed home to eat dinner..
heh heh!

anyway, wed went to play badminton also..
but with james, kenny and their poly lecturer..
heh heh!

which is saturday.. had a great day........ walking..
haha! but nvm larz.. with popo.. heh heh!
went town walk around... popo wanted to use up
her takashimaya voucher but in the end nv AGAIN!
lolx! nothing eye catching..
i also didnt use my sports voucher.. haha
well.. after that we walked around town..
end up nothing to buy.. then we tink wat to have for dinner..
tink and tink then i tot of bugis..
more choices.. lolx!
reach there while walking out of the mrt station,
christine, showed her aunty acts from behind..
gave us a shock! grrr... haha.. anyway, yuppx..
then we went to walk walk abit at bugis..

suddenly Tony Roma's strikes me..
so i decided to go there eat as i told popo
that the food there is nice..
so we walked to suntec from bugis.. heh heh!
and while we were walking, we passby swensens..
and both of us were like.. haha.. swensens? lolx!
okie.. in the end, we decided to eat there..
next time then eat Tony bahx...
both of us always eat their baked rice..
so yday, we decided to have others instead..
and we shared a banana split.. heh heh!
so long nv eat their banana split le..

after that, i lure popo to the toilet,
and i went to make dedication at the fountain of wealth..
stayed there and listen to the dedication..
then after that we watched the laser show,
and my dedication to popo during the laser show..
heh heh!
it was cool and that was my first time doing that..
gees!

after that, we walked to one fullerton..
where the merlion is..
there is a stretch of bars and cafes..
so i decided to go there have a drink
with popo (orange juice).. yuppx!
i've always wanted to go there coz its by the sea..
and the view is great.. nice.. heh heh!
romantic larz.. haha..
after that see her home le..
was caught in a extreme heavy rain...
trying hard not to let popo got drenched,
but in the end she still got drenched.. lolx!
my shirt is so useless.. y not waterproof..
haha.. well.. and i'm wet inside out.. lolx!

juz now morning went church..
after that went to jurong library have a drink
with M&M.. its been a long time since we had
such long chats.. we used to be classmates in sec sch..
very good frens.. haha.. chatted alot..
i was teased by some young girls..
they look and react dumb!
real dumb.. shall not illaborate..
its the worst kinda approach from ppl i've ever
encountered and seen..
well, anyway kids!
i'm still having great affinity with popo!
and this great affinity will nv stop..
but goes on and on...
heh heh! sO No WaY to others!!!!!!!!
later go play snooker with rayson, jy, kinwai, weiyi..
heh heh! now go eat dinner liaox..
c|aOz!

Posted at 09:17 pm by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Monday, May 09, 2005

i'm rather bored...

ok~ its been a long long time since i blogged.
sorry readers.. was kinda lazy to blog..
well, anyway, i'm back!!

first of all, i'm currently slacking for like 3 wks already?
yah! coz i've got no job.. and the urban job i've quited..
coz i dun see a point to continue when i dun work all the time..
and i hate that kinda job which doesnt have fix schedule..
all i can juz hope is that i can get a job, a good job now,
before my course starts..
at least i will have some savings so that i can live on..

next, sat didnt had dinner..
wasnt having any appetite at all..
didnt had a good slp on that night..
at night cant seems to slp..
toss and turn,
yet cant slp..
so ended up the last time i see the time is 3plus 4am..
woke up at 7plus by the loud thunder..
then cant get to slp le..
woke dear up at abt 8plus for her tuition..
after that i'm slacking and rather moody..
and yah.. guys get moody too!!
haha.. dunno y lehx..
many things seems to be running in my head..
but i cant catch hold of any single one to get it solve..
sometimes, knowing too much is a lasting torture..
but cant help it.. i gotta know it..

yuppx.. went church service at abt 10.30..
service starts at 11..
ends at 12.30..
had a great service yday..
hope god answer my prayers..
hope god may solve my problems..

went over kin wai's place for nothing..
coz if i do nothing, those things will haunt me more..
so its best to have something to do..
well.. left his house at abt 4..
then home..
did nothing much..
went for a jog to unwind myself..
jogging is my best medicine to unwind myself..
leaving those things behind on those paths i've stepped on..
had a 1hr non stop jogging around jurong east to pandan
and back jurong east then back home to do some pull -ups..
felt great after that..
feeling kinda better after that..

watch tv after that..
stare at com awhile..
then chat with dear on phone..
then watch abit of tv then bed time..

and today is another day.. haix..
sianz.. anyway, thats abt it..
c|aOz!

Posted at 12:42 pm by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Thursday, April 21, 2005

yet another lying company!!!

firstly,
i would like to pour out my displeasurement..
last year i worked in this company "Hand Fusion"
the stupid manger who interview me assured me
on the long term of that job.. yet after finishing
the first project, there's nothing for us, so he asked
us to be on standby.. WTF!

this time is "Urben Creation"
a big company.. yeah indeed it is..
well known too by events holders..
especially singtel their all time customer..
my boss asked me to be a permanent part-timer
there.. and for one month plus i've been working
for them.. all day all night.. working like a dog..
now, my boss ask me to be on standby coz
nothing for me to do also.. well its true..
but wat for telling me to be a perm worker
when u cant assure me that its a job secured
for months? fuck it! i hate such companies~
they are juz purely losers in life..
they can't really manage their work well and
workers well.. i'm kinda sad but furious abt it too..

yday went shopping with kenny..
before that went to find dear for awhile..
then cabbed down to queenstown to meet
kenny.. we went to bugis and walked around..
i bought a domanchi long sleeve shirt there,
while he bought a bag there..
after which we had our lunch at the famous
duck rice stall then we took bus 7 down to town..
we were kinda rush for the shopping coz we goin china black
at night.. we started off at paragon..
then to heeren, where we both bought a flesh imp tee..
then we headed down to lucky plaza to see if there is
any nice levis tee for dear anotz.. kinda paiseh! haha
then we went to taka levis shop and see.. dun have again..
then went to esprit.. kenny accompanied me round the girls
session thru-out to look for a nice shirt but dun have..
went to levis at wisma also dun have nice one.. haix!
then we went to surfbabes!! thats the most paiseh one..
both of us were like so paiseh and yet kept browsing
ard.. then we drop a few clothes hanging on while we
were browsing.. haha! we were like, oh shiat!
and kept laughing non-stop..
so many girls in the shop.. we r the only guys.. gosh!
after so long in the shop, found a roxy shirt thats very nice..
so asked for a size for dear but dun have so that kind
sales lady helped me to ask the surrounding stalls..
and pacific plaza got! heh heh!

after that we headed down to far east to get thing from
one of my fren.. then go look for our shoes but the shop
close le.. so we went to pac plaza to get that shirt for dear..
lastly.. go Tangs for my fcuk tee..heh heh! got it..
and off we go home.. didnt have our dinner..
we got home, put down our stuffs,
changed, and got out le..
meet at pac plaza while i meet kin wai at clementi..
heh heh.. rayson joined us later.. quite boring last nitex..
dunno y.. dun have the mood.. so in between we went
to have some food coz kenny and i were too hungry
and suffering from gastric..
after that we went back to club..
went off at abt 3plus 4am.. didnt slp..
waited for dear's call at 5.45am..
chatted with her awhile on the phone then i get to slp..
while she go prepare for sch..

woke up at 11am coz rayson and jy meeting to play lan..
yet both still slping.. manage to get rayson..
and that jy is sleeping like a dead log!
gosh.. so i meet rayson at ginza and went for our lunch..
after which jy came over to meet us for lan awhile..
then jy and i went off to find our gf..
had lunch at clementi.. i had my le.. and yet i eat again
with dear.. after eating dear came my house and slack till
6.30..

well.. last but not least, i'm once again rotting at home again le!
haix.. so sianz and fed up at the same time..
juz hope for the best..
hope that god may plan something nice for me..
may god bless me and all my frens~
c|aOz!

Posted at 09:19 pm by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Sunday, April 17, 2005

oh oh oh...

harlow!!
long time nv update liaox..
tink this site gonna be gone soon..
dun really have the time to blog,
except sunday..
monday to friday work..
(time not fix 10am onwards)
sat is definitely the only time to be
with her and the only day to see her..
while sunday is to meet up with my
frens.. which means each sunday i'm only
entittled to go out with 1 or 2 groups of frens..
which is hard to maintain a frenship.. haha!

well.. anyway, last week have been working
as usual monday to friday..
yday which is saturday she came over at abt 12.20pm
woke me up... forced me to go wash up..
slacked till 3plus then i go cook for her and she
helped me abit also.. (mess things up?) lolx!
its kinda fun cooking together.. heh heh..
at abt 6.20 liddatx we left the house together
and had dinner at my house downstairs the kopi tiam
then send her to NUS for a play from st. magaret sec..
dunno y ntss got such boliaox things one..
i look like an alien when i send her there..
everyone was dressed up so well while i dress up like
board shorts.. a t-shirt and shoes..
haha.. in between went to find kinwai at his house..
after that went to meet jingyang and his 2 frens and rayson.
went to play awhile of lan..
10.30 went over to NUS to fetch her home..
after which i headed home..

this morning woke up early in the morning..
meet rayson and kinwai for billiard session..
rayson was late becoz of kinwai overslpt at weiyi's hse..
so i went to ginza to meet them and i had my big breakfast
at mac.. then we went over to play snooker at RC..
played till abt 12 liddatx we wanted to change table,
but the stupid auntie dun allow and said some bias
stuffs on members and non-members which made me
fed up and starts to argue and say her..
almost wanted to ask her manager out but i tried not to..
she is so rude and bias..
though we aint members but we are like members..
we are so so so damn regular there..
nvm.. was so fed up and then i dun feel like playing
and we went off le..
we went to play lan at ginza again for 11/2 hours..
then off we headed home..
online for the whole of afternoon and slp at abt 6
to 8.30 for dinner.. heh heh..
time to watch tv le..
c|aOz!

Posted at 10:31 pm by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Sunday, April 10, 2005

whoo doob doob...

hmmms.. where shall i start...
ok shall start with wat i did yday..

early in the morning wake up go MOE
to get a duplicate of my result slip coz
i threw it away the other time coz i tot
i'll be going NS so i'll juz wait for the cert.
but end up i decided to continue my studies
first.. they charged me 10bucks for a stupid
piece of paper.. but nvm.. its worth it afterall..

after that meet her then we go shopping together..
for the first time... heh heh..
kinda stupid larz..
coz we've been walking around the whole of orchard
liddatx..
suppose to be i'm the one shopping but
end up is she shop and bought something le,
yet i haven buy anything..
so i was like arghz..
look here and there..
go here and there..
keep telling myself to buy at least a shirt..
hahaz..
first time force myself to buy at least a shirt
sialx.. then in the end,
i settled down at flash and splash..
bought a quiksilver shirt at paragon..
bought a bag for her
at surf babe(s)..
then she bought another mango top..
(aft some time we left mango, she realised she didnt
use the taka voucher on her top) so... bless my ears**
she keep complaining abt it.. haha! -.-""""""
after that i insisted on using my royal sporting house
voucher and we went looking for one..
taka one close..
tink renovation or something?
then in the end went to lucky plaza one and i bought
a nike shirt and 2 pairs of socks..
1 for her and 1 for myself.. heh heh..
then we went to eat at swensen..
very long nv eat le..
andrew and pei yan joined us later..
after eating, we went off ourselves le..
juz meet up to eat nia..

was abt to send her home..
then both of us were caught with
urgent call from the nature..
then we went to mandarin hotel to look for
toilet.. in the end, we cant find..
i brought her up to 2nd and 3rd storey..
toilet lock.. WTH!
then in the end we took the lift down..
and we saw a toilet.. haix!
dumb us... cant find toilet..
then send her home le..

this morning wake up very early..
while i slpt late last nite..
coz i went over to queenstown to meet james
to get a tube of shuttle cock i asked him to buy yday.
so nice of him to go down and buy for me..
then chew hong came over to drive me
to clementi sports hall to have our game..
too bad james dun wanna join us..
tink its becoz he dunno chew hong..
had great games with chew hong..
very long nv play le.. so we were like..
er.. er.. bad skills now..
then slowly we get back.. hehe!
thats all for today..

gotta go slp le..
c|aOz!

Posted at 12:15 pm by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Thursday, April 07, 2005

short, simple and sweet..

ok~ gonna make this a short entry..
sick today.. had a very bad flu..
non-stop sneezing and flowing of mucus..
having a rosy nose now.. aww..
this kinda feeling sucks..

well, for the whole of last week have been
driving like a idiot liddatx at the east of singapore..
but after so many times of getting myself lost,
i've learnt many roads around aljunied, macpherson,
and places around there le.. heh heh..
bought a street directory juz for incase.. lolx!
working long hours.. hope to earn lots to
have my wish list covered.. hehe!

tmr took leave coz needa settle my sch stuffs
and go pay respect to my ancestors..
she'll be coming over attend to me tmr..
heh heh..
tink thats all le.. byebye!
c|aOz!

Posted at 01:18 am by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Sunday, April 03, 2005

hate it to the core...

haix.. juz had a conver with her over the phone...
anyway, had been busy working since tuesday till fri..
yday took leave and today is off day.. yday took leave
to accompany her coz we can hardly get to see each other le
coz i'll be busy working from monday to saturday..
and sunday, she hardly got the time to come out..

anyway, from tuesday to friday, everyday i've been working
since morning to the next morning 3,4,5AM and then go home
slp less than 5 or 4 hrs then back to work again..
for the past few days have been worknig like a bangla coz
my work place is shifting to a new site..
after that, i'll be their graphics designer..
the most sian part is to drive around using company's car..
so sianz.. imagine when u r so so tired and you still hafta
concentrate on the road.. thats kinda tedious..

well.. yday slept till 2plus when she came over at abt 2 and
do her hmwk and all.. then we slacked awhile.. 7plus then
we go bugis for dinner and meet up zong wei.. walk walk abit..
the both of us went to take neo.. hahaz.. pretty lame..
kidna sad too.. coz we forgotten to choose which one to be develope..
ArGhz!! in the end only got one pattern!!! shiat man~ do so many
stunts then end up lidatx.. yuppx...

after that sent her home by cabby
then i went home slacked awhile then go drink with zong wei, weiliang,
andrew and another guy dunno his name.. drink till 3am.. then i went
to hop on the cab where ricky and ece were on to my house here..
hanxiong is at home.. so we meet up to chat till morning 6plus
then home sweet home..

well.. i'm kinda sad over some stuffs.. "compromise" is a word
where everyone would use.. in times of good or bad..
from wat i see, in this world there is nothing that is impossible if
you really want.. and if its strong,
nothing can stop you from doing anything..
i wonder why does the answer needa
be juz a "errr... errr.. i'll try coz blah blah blah blah"...
that means nothing but juz not really interested..
that kinda answer i bet no one wants to hear..
ArGhx! i'm pretty frustrated and torn apart.. i'm more than juz
tired and worn out for the week.. yet things like this strikes me..
haix..
c|aOz!

Posted at 06:40 pm by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Thursday, March 24, 2005

ehx... hmmms...

hmmms.. ok ok.. i'm back to blog~
didnt blog for the past many days becoz
there wasnt anything for me to blog..
nothing much happened recently..
had my leg badaged from monday to wed..
went to those chinese sinseh coz i had my leg
injured after jogging with eugene around jurong
area.. yeah~ but that doesnt stop me from
going anywhere i wanna go.. heh heh..

Tuesday went for a haircut.. told my hairstylist
the kinda style and pattern i wan.. hahaz..
guess she had a hard time satisfying my request..
was kinda rushing for the haircut coz gonna go sch
fetch her over but didnt get my haircut done in time..
so she came over my house herself while i go home
after my haircut.. had times together..

Wednesday, which is yday.. woke up at noon..
went to meet ricky and ece at jurong east..
after that went to bukit batok coz ece wanna go
get some stuffs.. while i go buy 4D.. *TIO man*
^TIO JIAK^!!!! grrr.. kenna eat ah~ ha.. nvm..
after that we went to bugis coz ece AGAIN, wanna
go back her workplace to take her cheque.. so
poor ricky and me hafta accompany her over..
we had 3 pool games at the same building of ece's
workplace.. after that played a game with ece then off
we go to jalan besar.. took a cab there juz to eat
the curry rice thats said to be nice but not that appetizing..
yet ricky and ece say until like very nice liddatx..
then we took a cab down to town to meet hanxiong..
walked around.. doing nothing.. as usual.. have been
walking and siting here and there doing nothing..
no activity.. had our dinner at KFC.. after that do nothing again..
sit a far east plaza.. saw nelson then we chatted with him awhile..
after that its nite time.. ece took bus with me down to toh guan,
while ricky pillion ride hanxiong's bike over and we chatted thru
the nitex till this morning then home.. heh heh..
we had some of our childhood games at the playground..
lolx.. so kiddy.. but fun yah~ reminiscing our past memorise..
slp till 4pm then wake up.. heh heh...
now gonna go down meet hanxiong liaox.. so gotta ciaoz..
c|aOz!

Posted at 04:53 pm by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**

Friday, March 18, 2005

i'm left with no choice.. *GrRrr*

the time is 1plus in the morning le...
reached home at abt 12plus a.m juz now..
this morning woke up at 10plus by her call..
went to meet her and bought her lunch
and her favourite ice-milo..
accompanied her eat under blk till abt 2.15pm..

went to jurong east to meet weiren, hanxiong,
ece and ricky after that.. ece and ricky were late..
grr.. reached almost 3pm when we meet 2.30pm..
went to have our lunch at long john silver..
after that went up entertainment to play
a game of snooker.. whoo! expensive!!
the table is so much suckier than RC's table,
yet so EX!!

after that loiter around enter
tinking of where to go.. took us 2hours plus to
decide where to go.. in the end, all wanna go
marina south for steamboat and i'm the only one
who suggested sunset way eat steamboat..
coz near and accessible.. heh heh.. unless got car
go marina south eat then i dun mind.. but i no car..
so dun really like to go such places which is so
inaccessible..

in the end, left with no choice but to go..
i took hanxiong's bike down while the rest took a cab down..
it started off with all going to take food over while i sit
down and wait for them to bring all the food over and
i started the ball rolling by putting in the foods.. haha!
was kinda sianz coz i was reluctant to be there..
but, things isnt that worst afterall.. we had lotsa fun too~
ok~ blessing in disguise! lolx.. shud it be that? haha..
after that we had lots and lots of prawns!!
we took a total of 6 plates of prawns!! ArGhz~
thats horrendous!! i've nv eaten that much of prawns in my life..
6 full plates of prawns stacking up in heights.. gosh!
it seems that we eat prawn for revenge liddatx..
we ate till we were like arghx~ forget it.. i'm sick of having
more prawns.. hahaz.. after that we went off and xiong and ricky
go play arcade for awhile then we headed home le..

whoo~ wat a day.. but ok larz.. not really that jialatx..
but...... i'm broke le~ sobs sobs!!
wanna stay at home more le.. if not i cant survive le..
ez-link fare is killing me.. intense torture to me..
while fun is not that torturing.. haix.. hate the way
government do things.. all they care abt was themselve..
but not how the residents feel and hardship..
anyway, gotta stop here.. tired! slp slp le..
c|aOz!

Posted at 01:35 am by **Autumn of my patience yet summer of my life**